Had a bit of a rocky week so far, I've felt a bit weird since Monday morning, I don't want to go into public detail though. Sorry. I don't think it's really anything to worry about I was just caught off guard. Of course, there isn't anyone I feel that I can talk to about it here.But, it's okay now I guess.
I've gotten my assignments to a level of done that I feel happy with, happy enough to want to draw Beee anyway, so I decided I should and split water all over my desk and in the process of cleaning it up I stabbed myself with a pin. So, I think thats a way of saying "No drawing for you, Jenn!"
I stabbed myself witha pin, because I made my first T-Shirt for Dani today. I am pretty pleased with it, though the neck line needs a little more work on it, which I shall do sometime.
I finished my Graham Masterton book, this one was really good. Ritual. If people like a good horror novel then I can't recommend it more. :D Some of the detail that he goes into is just startling, and Ritual is no exception! Another very well written book, which has thankfully restored my faith in his work :)
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Is it because I'm really a freak, or ugly or just not fun to be with anymore that people I know and/or have known don't seem to want to do anything with me anymore? Half the time I feel like such a recluse, an outcast that no one wants to know anymore. I guess I must have done something wrong again, I just wish I knew what? It feels that the more I give people, the nicer I am the more that I feel trodden on, I can't explain it very well. I just don't know whats wrong anymore.
All I ever wanted in life, is someone that I could spend some time with, be friends with and have some sort of a connection with, share interests and have a laugh, but, I don't seem to have that... anywhere.
All I ever wanted in life, is someone that I could spend some time with, be friends with and have some sort of a connection with, share interests and have a laugh, but, I don't seem to have that... anywhere.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Annoyed
I try my best to be organised with my University work, and due to my flat mates taking drugs and keeping me awake until 4:30 in the morning last week I missed a lecture on the Wednesday. I've asked several times of different people what happened in the lecture and the answer I got was "*shrug* Nothing." So hearing today about an assignment and stuff being needed to be handed in, I was a bit annoyed.
I went to the Cinema last night with Clare and Aaron, it was pretty fun, with them I don't feel TOO much like an outcast. We went to see Alien vs Predator 2, mainly because of my absolute love for anything Aliens related. *swoon* Though I was dissapointed that there was no sign on Lance in it! But that would have been strange. The ending was pretty cool as well, with the whole Weyland-Yutani reference thrown in. It's a good film, but I think in a way it suffers from what a lot of modern horror films suffer from. People are dying left, right and center and you just don't seem to care that they do. Also there was a section and/or references in it that just screams out "ALIENS RIP!"
I've been playing WoW a fair bit recently, which is probably a bad thing when trying to do a degree. Ashapola is now lvl 27. Blood Elf Hunter, she's pretty awesome.
I find it rather funny that this banner is used a fair bit on Umbrella myspace profiles. Seeing as it was something that I created a good while ago when I was on the profile of "The Voice of Umbrella."
I am not mad at all, I am just pleased that it's being used after all this time.
I went to the Cinema last night with Clare and Aaron, it was pretty fun, with them I don't feel TOO much like an outcast. We went to see Alien vs Predator 2, mainly because of my absolute love for anything Aliens related. *swoon* Though I was dissapointed that there was no sign on Lance in it! But that would have been strange. The ending was pretty cool as well, with the whole Weyland-Yutani reference thrown in. It's a good film, but I think in a way it suffers from what a lot of modern horror films suffer from. People are dying left, right and center and you just don't seem to care that they do. Also there was a section and/or references in it that just screams out "ALIENS RIP!"
I've been playing WoW a fair bit recently, which is probably a bad thing when trying to do a degree. Ashapola is now lvl 27. Blood Elf Hunter, she's pretty awesome.
I find it rather funny that this banner is used a fair bit on Umbrella myspace profiles. Seeing as it was something that I created a good while ago when I was on the profile of "The Voice of Umbrella."
I am not mad at all, I am just pleased that it's being used after all this time.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
How does it FEEL!?
I had a really nice weekend, as you can probably imagine, as Elliot came to visit me. Which always make me feel special. He's really good to me, and I really don't understand why he could like a wretch like me so much. Still, I am thankful that he does. We went out for a drink on the Friday night he got here, just the two of us. I drank too much and was sick though. And I had only had two glasses of wine. D:
On the Sat we went into town during the day, needed to get a few supplied and things for the flat, like a new shower curtain. Nothing really exciting. In the evening he took me out to dinner, which was lovely. We had Mexican. Was lovely. Later, after getting change, we met up with Beth. I didn't feel like drinking due to feeling a bit crappy still. Was nice to see her having a good time though.
On Sunday we went for a 10km walk, which was great. Just talking crap, and being silly. His brother picked him up from Lincoln as well, so I got to spend extra time with him. <3 And, now I have to survive without him for another 10 days. Booo.
I brought another Graham Masterton book this weekend as well, which is good as I am nearly finished with the one I am reading at the moment. (Black Angel) it's not a bad novel, but not the best that he has written. It's just that bit different I suppose, without being TOO different to the others. It's a good read, and I am enjoying it a lot. The book I brought was Ritual, I've read the first chapter already, just to get a feel for it, and it has a really promising start! Looking forward to reading it. :)
I've been doing some research as well this weekend, which felt productive. I think I am finally getting back into the swing of things after Christmas. I fear that may be blown out of the water somehow when I visit Hull again. The more I see Ell, the harder it gets to leave, or have him leave. Actually the hardest part is waking up in the morning and not having someone there to hug. :(
On the Sat we went into town during the day, needed to get a few supplied and things for the flat, like a new shower curtain. Nothing really exciting. In the evening he took me out to dinner, which was lovely. We had Mexican. Was lovely. Later, after getting change, we met up with Beth. I didn't feel like drinking due to feeling a bit crappy still. Was nice to see her having a good time though.
On Sunday we went for a 10km walk, which was great. Just talking crap, and being silly. His brother picked him up from Lincoln as well, so I got to spend extra time with him. <3 And, now I have to survive without him for another 10 days. Booo.
I brought another Graham Masterton book this weekend as well, which is good as I am nearly finished with the one I am reading at the moment. (Black Angel) it's not a bad novel, but not the best that he has written. It's just that bit different I suppose, without being TOO different to the others. It's a good read, and I am enjoying it a lot. The book I brought was Ritual, I've read the first chapter already, just to get a feel for it, and it has a really promising start! Looking forward to reading it. :)
I've been doing some research as well this weekend, which felt productive. I think I am finally getting back into the swing of things after Christmas. I fear that may be blown out of the water somehow when I visit Hull again. The more I see Ell, the harder it gets to leave, or have him leave. Actually the hardest part is waking up in the morning and not having someone there to hug. :(
Friday, January 18, 2008
Updated my links again, added some friends. Hurrah!!
You know, it really does feel good to be using blogger again. :D
Also added a link to my Rhodes myspace profile, I've been trying to get some RP going with him again, I've been so negligent it unfunny. :( I just hope that some of the old faces are still about. I love me some Rhodes action. <3
I'll have to start drawing him again, and get writting that fanfiction. I just sometimes get the feeling that no one is interested, but then again these things take to too pull poeple in.
I really should use this place to post some of my own art and things, maybe use it for photography as well, seeing as this blog is just everything about me *haha, self centered!*
I am really looking forward to hearing more about the Resident Evil CGI film, I am just hoping that it is better than the abomination that has been the Resident Evil Movie series so far, it was them that stopped my faith in RE in the first place, so to have faith restored by a film would just be... good.
I can't help it, I just love Umbrella and their Zombie creating selves! <3
You know, it really does feel good to be using blogger again. :D
Also added a link to my Rhodes myspace profile, I've been trying to get some RP going with him again, I've been so negligent it unfunny. :( I just hope that some of the old faces are still about. I love me some Rhodes action. <3
I'll have to start drawing him again, and get writting that fanfiction. I just sometimes get the feeling that no one is interested, but then again these things take to too pull poeple in.
I really should use this place to post some of my own art and things, maybe use it for photography as well, seeing as this blog is just everything about me *haha, self centered!*
I am really looking forward to hearing more about the Resident Evil CGI film, I am just hoping that it is better than the abomination that has been the Resident Evil Movie series so far, it was them that stopped my faith in RE in the first place, so to have faith restored by a film would just be... good.
I can't help it, I just love Umbrella and their Zombie creating selves! <3
A good thing
I had this really good dream last night. It was one of those dreams that you just don't want to end. :(
It was about this hunter type guy called Azisis and how he was plagued with visions of an apocalyptic future. It was pretty awesome.
I didn't do all that much yesterday, which made me feel pretty rotten. Also my flat mate had his friends over again, for the third night in a row. I've not gotten THAT much sleep over the past few days, it's really starting to get beyond a joke. I've already been down to the Land Lord who seems to ant to do next to nothing about it, but I might go in there again today and complain again. It's just this is supposed to be my home, where everything is safe, and it really doesn't feel like that at all. :(
On a different note I watched Die Hard 4.0 finally. A little late, but I couldn't resist it any longer. It was actually pretty good as well, if you like films that you can just watch without putting much thought into, the explosions are pretty good and it was, at times, utterly far fetched action. Which is what you should expect from a Die Hard film. I've not enjoyed something that much really since Demolition Man, which is a personal favorite of mine.
I just don't feel that enough gutsy films are made anymore, who is there out there like Arnie making films that have the primary plot line of blowing things up?
On another note, I've wanted to get back into roleplaying on Myspace, so I might throw in a link or two on the side links ---->
If anyone wants to join me, just make a profile and comment me/whoever I RP as! :D
It was about this hunter type guy called Azisis and how he was plagued with visions of an apocalyptic future. It was pretty awesome.
I didn't do all that much yesterday, which made me feel pretty rotten. Also my flat mate had his friends over again, for the third night in a row. I've not gotten THAT much sleep over the past few days, it's really starting to get beyond a joke. I've already been down to the Land Lord who seems to ant to do next to nothing about it, but I might go in there again today and complain again. It's just this is supposed to be my home, where everything is safe, and it really doesn't feel like that at all. :(
On a different note I watched Die Hard 4.0 finally. A little late, but I couldn't resist it any longer. It was actually pretty good as well, if you like films that you can just watch without putting much thought into, the explosions are pretty good and it was, at times, utterly far fetched action. Which is what you should expect from a Die Hard film. I've not enjoyed something that much really since Demolition Man, which is a personal favorite of mine.
I just don't feel that enough gutsy films are made anymore, who is there out there like Arnie making films that have the primary plot line of blowing things up?
On another note, I've wanted to get back into roleplaying on Myspace, so I might throw in a link or two on the side links ---->
If anyone wants to join me, just make a profile and comment me/whoever I RP as! :D
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Taken from Ashlyn - Quiz
1. Do you like bleu cheese?
No.
2. Last kiss and where?
Last night, in my dreams.
3. Do you like anyone?
Whole heartedly.
4. Are you single or taken?
Taken.
5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
Depends what I am going for, generally not, but I like to have company in the waiting room anyway.
6. What do you think of hot dogs?
I wouldn't say I think about them a lot, but they taste nice.
7. Favorite TV show?
Heroes, Family Guy.
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Tea, it's all about the tea.
9. Can you do push ups?
I can't do anything fitness related...
10. Have you ever done drugs?
No.
11. Favorite hobby?
Drawing, taking photographs.
12. Secret weapon to get the opposite sex?
I don't have any secrets, what you see is what you get.
13. Do you have A.D.D?
Not that I am aware of.
14. What is the best part about the weekend?
I am getting to see Elliot this weekend, that makes it pretty sepcial.
15. Middle Name?
Louise.
16. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment...
1- I should do some Uni work.
2- I need the toilet. :[
3- I Am only doing this to pass the time it takes for my ebay auction to end. :[
17. Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
1- Die Hard DVD's.
2- Foot cream, it smells of coconut! <3.
3- Face wipes.
18. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink
1- Tea.
2- Tea.
3- Tea.
19. Current wonder right now?
I wonder if I am more emo than I like to admit
20. Current hate right now?
Myself (Just kidding, see above answer)
I hate not living with my boyfriend, and I hate the fact that I have to be happy witha 20 minute conversation every day and that I can only see him every other weekend.
21. Favorite place to be?
Cafe, with tea!
22. How did you ring in the New Year?
Crying for a reason that I can't remember. I remember crying, but I don't know why anymore
23.Where would you like to go?
Russia
24. Name three people who will complete this?
Eh, people!
25. Do you own slippers?
I have a pair of normal traditional slippers, and a pair of slipper boots that I wear more often.
26. What shirt are you wearing?
A short sleeved OLD anime T shirt.
28. Can you whistle?
No.
29. Color crayon you would be?
PINK!
30. Would you be a pirate?
If I had a good Captain.
31. What songs do you sing in the shower?
I don't sing.
32. Favorite girl's name?
Sarah.
33. Boy's name?
Nathaniel.
34. Whats in your pocket right now?
My keys, my wallet.
35. Last thing that made you laugh?
Mark my flat mate, he's an idiot.
36. Have you shaved today?
Not yet.
37. Worst injury you've ever had?
I['ve never had anything serious happen to me, so probably grazed my knee.
38. Do you love where you live?
I love the place, I just miss some of the people I used to know/who live elsewhere.
39. How many TVs do you have in your house?
2.
40. Who is your loudest friend?
Mark.
41. How many dogs do you have?
None.
42. Does someone have a crush on you?
I certainly hope so.
43. What is your favorite movie?
At the moment... Dog Soldiers, still.
44. What brand of shoes are you wearing?
I don't know, they have a logo that is an E.
45. Who was the last person to text you?
Beth.
46. What song(s) do you want played at your funeral?
My Way - Frank Sinatra.
47. What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
Watchin Edward Scissorhands.
48. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
I need a wank?. Again, I jest. It was about Tea no doubt.
49. What is your current job?
Student.
50. When is your birthday?
March 15th!
No.
2. Last kiss and where?
Last night, in my dreams.
3. Do you like anyone?
Whole heartedly.
4. Are you single or taken?
Taken.
5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
Depends what I am going for, generally not, but I like to have company in the waiting room anyway.
6. What do you think of hot dogs?
I wouldn't say I think about them a lot, but they taste nice.
7. Favorite TV show?
Heroes, Family Guy.
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Tea, it's all about the tea.
9. Can you do push ups?
I can't do anything fitness related...
10. Have you ever done drugs?
No.
11. Favorite hobby?
Drawing, taking photographs.
12. Secret weapon to get the opposite sex?
I don't have any secrets, what you see is what you get.
13. Do you have A.D.D?
Not that I am aware of.
14. What is the best part about the weekend?
I am getting to see Elliot this weekend, that makes it pretty sepcial.
15. Middle Name?
Louise.
16. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment...
1- I should do some Uni work.
2- I need the toilet. :[
3- I Am only doing this to pass the time it takes for my ebay auction to end. :[
17. Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
1- Die Hard DVD's.
2- Foot cream, it smells of coconut! <3.
3- Face wipes.
18. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink
1- Tea.
2- Tea.
3- Tea.
19. Current wonder right now?
I wonder if I am more emo than I like to admit
20. Current hate right now?
Myself (Just kidding, see above answer)
I hate not living with my boyfriend, and I hate the fact that I have to be happy witha 20 minute conversation every day and that I can only see him every other weekend.
21. Favorite place to be?
Cafe, with tea!
22. How did you ring in the New Year?
Crying for a reason that I can't remember. I remember crying, but I don't know why anymore
23.Where would you like to go?
Russia
24. Name three people who will complete this?
Eh, people!
25. Do you own slippers?
I have a pair of normal traditional slippers, and a pair of slipper boots that I wear more often.
26. What shirt are you wearing?
A short sleeved OLD anime T shirt.
28. Can you whistle?
No.
29. Color crayon you would be?
PINK!
30. Would you be a pirate?
If I had a good Captain.
31. What songs do you sing in the shower?
I don't sing.
32. Favorite girl's name?
Sarah.
33. Boy's name?
Nathaniel.
34. Whats in your pocket right now?
My keys, my wallet.
35. Last thing that made you laugh?
Mark my flat mate, he's an idiot.
36. Have you shaved today?
Not yet.
37. Worst injury you've ever had?
I['ve never had anything serious happen to me, so probably grazed my knee.
38. Do you love where you live?
I love the place, I just miss some of the people I used to know/who live elsewhere.
39. How many TVs do you have in your house?
2.
40. Who is your loudest friend?
Mark.
41. How many dogs do you have?
None.
42. Does someone have a crush on you?
I certainly hope so.
43. What is your favorite movie?
At the moment... Dog Soldiers, still.
44. What brand of shoes are you wearing?
I don't know, they have a logo that is an E.
45. Who was the last person to text you?
Beth.
46. What song(s) do you want played at your funeral?
My Way - Frank Sinatra.
47. What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
Watchin Edward Scissorhands.
48. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
I need a wank?. Again, I jest. It was about Tea no doubt.
49. What is your current job?
Student.
50. When is your birthday?
March 15th!
Well, seeing as Blogger has come back into trend, then I shall start posting here again.
I find it rather funny, that this is the place that I started out, moved to all these other journal providers, just to have people say that "Blogger is awsum!"
In the University Library at the moment. My internet at home isn't working again, which is just plain annoyance! I've been researching different Doll photographers, but can only come up with one that seems interesting. Hans Bellmer. His work is very inspiring, and very influencial as well (Gits & Silent Hill)
I've been trying to get back into anime as well, now that I have been off the scene for a while I don't know what it what, which helps. I'll think about getting some again when I have a bit more money. I don't really have the right attitude with money,. which is an utter curse! I just don't think that having moneya nd being rich is the most important thing ever, but now that I am living alone I probably should.
I am still drawing a little, but not as much any more. I'll probably be posting some more of my photography from time to time here, when things are working internet wise back at home. Seeing as this pace was probably created to keep track on art and drawing things. Need to update my template as well, which I shall do in a moment or few. :D
I find it rather funny, that this is the place that I started out, moved to all these other journal providers, just to have people say that "Blogger is awsum!"
In the University Library at the moment. My internet at home isn't working again, which is just plain annoyance! I've been researching different Doll photographers, but can only come up with one that seems interesting. Hans Bellmer. His work is very inspiring, and very influencial as well (Gits & Silent Hill)
I've been trying to get back into anime as well, now that I have been off the scene for a while I don't know what it what, which helps. I'll think about getting some again when I have a bit more money. I don't really have the right attitude with money,. which is an utter curse! I just don't think that having moneya nd being rich is the most important thing ever, but now that I am living alone I probably should.
I am still drawing a little, but not as much any more. I'll probably be posting some more of my photography from time to time here, when things are working internet wise back at home. Seeing as this pace was probably created to keep track on art and drawing things. Need to update my template as well, which I shall do in a moment or few. :D
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Wow, what can I say!?
It's been nearly two years since I updated this thing. SOMETHING must have happened in that time?
Well, where can I start.
I left my job at Morrisons to go to work for Multiprint, I left Multiprint and got a job with Royal mail, I am leaving Royal mail to go somewhere and I'll leave that somewhere to go to University hopefully.
At the moment I am drawing Anthro art, but have really cut down on it a lot. No more Sinister, but whoah, upon seeing this that might change for the better.
Looking for a new home on DeviantArt, after returning once again to Kizmit account, which alrthough I like it htere, I just can't seem to settle and expand beyond anthro arts. Whch is really strange. And rather annoying. maybe I should just bite the bullet and accept that others might not like what I will provide in the future!
I have com to accept that I am a bit of a walking cliche as well. I love things that are typically goth! Like, spiders,a nd bats and cobwebs! Anything like that just makes me smile, even though it is kind of teeny-goth. Also been shown the ways of the industrial as well, which is absolutely fantastic!!
Developed a new story/concept/thing recently as well, titled BulletFuck. It's primarily Yaoi, which a friend Darkenlite, got me into. I m eternally greatful, because I really do adore my Wars and Beee <3 I'll update my links soon. And, you'll be able to pay their DA a visit.
Definatly think I should go back to The Sinister Urge, it's just a kick ass name, and I can link it beyond sinister as well D: (Rob/White Zombie) Which is also cliche goth/rock stuff.
Recently got ahold of Guitar Hero, which is great fun.
Still play PSO!
Oh, yes, University! I am hoping to do a BAhons in Photography. Need to get my personal statement done for my UCAS form, and finish my portfolio as well. :D I have 4 pictures to print out during my trip to down later, and I'll need to get some card frames again.
I also have been on holiday to Croatia, with Stu, which was a great place to visit. I highly recommend you pay the place a visit. We stayed near Dubrovnik. And, travelled most places by boat!
My sister moved away to Hull, which happened more recently, it's strange to haveher so far away. But, she seems happy.
It's been nearly two years since I updated this thing. SOMETHING must have happened in that time?
Well, where can I start.
I left my job at Morrisons to go to work for Multiprint, I left Multiprint and got a job with Royal mail, I am leaving Royal mail to go somewhere and I'll leave that somewhere to go to University hopefully.
At the moment I am drawing Anthro art, but have really cut down on it a lot. No more Sinister, but whoah, upon seeing this that might change for the better.
Looking for a new home on DeviantArt, after returning once again to Kizmit account, which alrthough I like it htere, I just can't seem to settle and expand beyond anthro arts. Whch is really strange. And rather annoying. maybe I should just bite the bullet and accept that others might not like what I will provide in the future!
I have com to accept that I am a bit of a walking cliche as well. I love things that are typically goth! Like, spiders,a nd bats and cobwebs! Anything like that just makes me smile, even though it is kind of teeny-goth. Also been shown the ways of the industrial as well, which is absolutely fantastic!!
Developed a new story/concept/thing recently as well, titled BulletFuck. It's primarily Yaoi, which a friend Darkenlite, got me into. I m eternally greatful, because I really do adore my Wars and Beee <3 I'll update my links soon. And, you'll be able to pay their DA a visit.
Definatly think I should go back to The Sinister Urge, it's just a kick ass name, and I can link it beyond sinister as well D: (Rob/White Zombie) Which is also cliche goth/rock stuff.
Recently got ahold of Guitar Hero, which is great fun.
Still play PSO!
Oh, yes, University! I am hoping to do a BAhons in Photography. Need to get my personal statement done for my UCAS form, and finish my portfolio as well. :D I have 4 pictures to print out during my trip to down later, and I'll need to get some card frames again.
I also have been on holiday to Croatia, with Stu, which was a great place to visit. I highly recommend you pay the place a visit. We stayed near Dubrovnik. And, travelled most places by boat!
My sister moved away to Hull, which happened more recently, it's strange to haveher so far away. But, she seems happy.
Thursday, November 10, 2005
As my girl P!nk would say.
"I've only been here for 21 years, but already my life is over."
It's so difficult to find the direction in life that you want to go in. I have been having so much trouble over the past month or so finding my happiness. I mean, I know I had a great time over the past weekend, but behind the front thre always was that inner thought praying on my mind about what I really want in life. I knew that I should have taken my camera to London with my, but had no real desire to. No reason behind it. No real enjoyment either. I don't know how people can actually live with themselves if they fake being unhappy and depressive. Not when there are really people that are sad and not happy with their lives.
Maybe I should go back onto those calms that I was told to about six months ago. Maybe they would help me find my direction again?
Just remember, that you we're not left behind.
I've been working on something while at work, I've called it, "My Psychosis." A further reach into my mind and finding out who I really am underneath it all. How I can finally reach my asspiration of being happy, with everything. My direction, my life and... well... everything.
I am just so glad that it's friday tomorrow. Saturday won't be any state of easy, but, hell. I'll deal.
Just don't know what to do with my fish now.
It's so difficult to find the direction in life that you want to go in. I have been having so much trouble over the past month or so finding my happiness. I mean, I know I had a great time over the past weekend, but behind the front thre always was that inner thought praying on my mind about what I really want in life. I knew that I should have taken my camera to London with my, but had no real desire to. No reason behind it. No real enjoyment either. I don't know how people can actually live with themselves if they fake being unhappy and depressive. Not when there are really people that are sad and not happy with their lives.
Maybe I should go back onto those calms that I was told to about six months ago. Maybe they would help me find my direction again?
Just remember, that you we're not left behind.
I've been working on something while at work, I've called it, "My Psychosis." A further reach into my mind and finding out who I really am underneath it all. How I can finally reach my asspiration of being happy, with everything. My direction, my life and... well... everything.
I am just so glad that it's friday tomorrow. Saturday won't be any state of easy, but, hell. I'll deal.
Just don't know what to do with my fish now.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
I had a really great time this weekend in London.
Went shopping all day on Sunday, brought a bollock load of stuff which I love to pieces!
I brought a Latex underbust corset, which I can't wait to wear out some place nice. from Honour
I brought a pink and black corset from Fairy Goth mother, and round the corner found sch a fnatastic skirt to wear with it, as well as a really sweet little mask!
Also got a new higher pair of boots.
Spent £125 in Cyberdog! Great load of stuff and a FREE beach towl! Woooo! XD
Got a couple of pairs of trousers, one pinka nd balck the other black and white.
Got a few things off the sale rail in Siren Fire.
Brought the whole of Kiddy Grade the anime.
Got the next two books of Errie Queerie as well.
Thats all I can remember off the top of my head.Had a fantastic time with Stef as well, though her other half talks to much and she got a bit shy so we didn't have the chance to talk all that much in the end. Seeing the fireworks over the whole of London from the 5th floor of the hotel was amaazing as well. Priceless
Went shopping all day on Sunday, brought a bollock load of stuff which I love to pieces!
I brought a Latex underbust corset, which I can't wait to wear out some place nice. from Honour
I brought a pink and black corset from Fairy Goth mother, and round the corner found sch a fnatastic skirt to wear with it, as well as a really sweet little mask!
Also got a new higher pair of boots.
Spent £125 in Cyberdog! Great load of stuff and a FREE beach towl! Woooo! XD
Got a couple of pairs of trousers, one pinka nd balck the other black and white.
Got a few things off the sale rail in Siren Fire.
Brought the whole of Kiddy Grade the anime.
Got the next two books of Errie Queerie as well.
Thats all I can remember off the top of my head.Had a fantastic time with Stef as well, though her other half talks to much and she got a bit shy so we didn't have the chance to talk all that much in the end. Seeing the fireworks over the whole of London from the 5th floor of the hotel was amaazing as well. Priceless
Saturday, October 15, 2005
OMG! Lack of updates! Whoops! Talk about neglect! Ah, well, thats what I get for not having anything really important to say to you all!
Went out last night, listening toa lot of good music thanks too a kick ass DJ!
I feel really bad for not having done anything to TSU for a few weeks. I really should update a bit more often, and do something with it! Ah well, maybe tomorrow.
Been RPing as Danilia now for a while. He is a lot more interesting that Dragonesti, who I doubt will return anytime soon. His wife easily moved on from his death, so I have no real reason to bring him back anymore. Dani is a lot more popular as well. A good way to compare the two is like comparing Cyclops and Gambit. Dragonesti = Cyclops, stright and boring, Dani = Gambit a flirt and a total slut/tart!
Fun!
I have done another photoshoot with Deb as well, check the DevAccounts for pictures!
Went out last night, listening toa lot of good music thanks too a kick ass DJ!
I feel really bad for not having done anything to TSU for a few weeks. I really should update a bit more often, and do something with it! Ah well, maybe tomorrow.
Been RPing as Danilia now for a while. He is a lot more interesting that Dragonesti, who I doubt will return anytime soon. His wife easily moved on from his death, so I have no real reason to bring him back anymore. Dani is a lot more popular as well. A good way to compare the two is like comparing Cyclops and Gambit. Dragonesti = Cyclops, stright and boring, Dani = Gambit a flirt and a total slut/tart!
Fun!
I have done another photoshoot with Deb as well, check the DevAccounts for pictures!
Sunday, September 25, 2005
You Cannot Hurt Me Anymore
Well, you can. But it's not easy anymore.
Honestly, I am fed up of the life that the internet is providing. I have coe to realise that I hate the Anthro Art community, and much prefer life with The Sinister Urge instead. I'll stick to that, not bitchy teen's complaining that I stole someone ears. I'll ive that a pass thanks. So, right, I might be pursuaded to draw a few of my characters again. But thats it really.
I like drawing, or more aquratly doodling a bit of fan art here of there. I'd choose that over being complained at anyday.
Not done much too either projects I have undertaken sadly. I've had a busy weekend.
Mum took me too the coast yesterday. That was nice of ehr, a fun spent day out in the sunshine, eating sweets walking, looking around the shops and eating a pic-nic with chips. Just being silly.
Went into town today, to go to the museum. They have had a photography and historical exibition on for a while now. Then had dinner at Nan and Grandad's. That was nice too.
Not much else to say really.
Honestly, I am fed up of the life that the internet is providing. I have coe to realise that I hate the Anthro Art community, and much prefer life with The Sinister Urge instead. I'll stick to that, not bitchy teen's complaining that I stole someone ears. I'll ive that a pass thanks. So, right, I might be pursuaded to draw a few of my characters again. But thats it really.
I like drawing, or more aquratly doodling a bit of fan art here of there. I'd choose that over being complained at anyday.
Not done much too either projects I have undertaken sadly. I've had a busy weekend.
Mum took me too the coast yesterday. That was nice of ehr, a fun spent day out in the sunshine, eating sweets walking, looking around the shops and eating a pic-nic with chips. Just being silly.
Went into town today, to go to the museum. They have had a photography and historical exibition on for a while now. Then had dinner at Nan and Grandad's. That was nice too.
Not much else to say really.
Friday, September 23, 2005
God Wrapped in Plastic
Just a really quick doodle.Not sure if it's even fit enough to be put on TSU, so It'll go here instead. Enjoy, or try too. I know its not much, but thats why it's a doodle after all.
Nothing else to report really. Only I have another tablet, and love it lots and lots.
Monday, September 19, 2005
Sunday, September 18, 2005
So far away from me
Thankfully my cold is going away. I have a bit more of a voice today, but am off work again. Which I am annoyed about, cause it was my last day in which too work with Suzanna. :(
Been Rping most of the day again, well when my RP parner is about anyway. His internet connection stinks!
Might be going out too dinner in a little while with Dad.
Not heard from Ash all weekend, I'm assuming cause she is busy working and the likes.
Been Rping most of the day again, well when my RP parner is about anyway. His internet connection stinks!
Might be going out too dinner in a little while with Dad.
Not heard from Ash all weekend, I'm assuming cause she is busy working and the likes.
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Run into the ground
I've been working pretty much non-stop all week, and today, I finally collapsed. Not in the literal sence, but I have a really bad cold and a really sore throat as well. And my voice failed me too. So, I called in sick. Well, Stu did for me cause my phone wouldn't connect, or they wouldn't pick up or something. And, they aqused Stu of lying about it! What a load of jerks! Pfft, dickwads! Really they are, all of them at that place. Well, thats a lie. They arn't all dickwads. I love the people I work with, but the managers make me want too scream.
Been Rping too the hilt of my gills recently. Nesti is a bit of bother about being owned and the likes. As much as I enjoy the RP, some of it fills me with dread! How can I compete with these people and the likes of their nature. I'll adapt and learn I supose. Til then, I'll enjoy it.
Been Rping too the hilt of my gills recently. Nesti is a bit of bother about being owned and the likes. As much as I enjoy the RP, some of it fills me with dread! How can I compete with these people and the likes of their nature. I'll adapt and learn I supose. Til then, I'll enjoy it.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Your personality is the /mysterious/ type. In other
words, you keep your past to yourself, so
you're hard to figure out. You like to be by
yourself, doing nothing in particular, but
merely wondering about your life, in your mind.
People might try to be your friend, but you
back away, shove them away. Your past was hard,
and you don't let people in to help you.
Depressed, lonely, and a little frightened are
some words to describe your feelings. Listen,
queen of the shadows, open up. You heard me,
make some friends, and tell them how you feel.
They'll make you feel amazing, of that I'm
sure. You've got amazing talents, and a side to
you that you've yet to explore!
What Kind of Person are You? [beautiful anime pics, and lengthy details, as usual!]
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
You shall not interfere...
I got a couple of my Mr. Sinister models in the post today, which really cheered me up after last night's ordeal! I get the feeling that i'll be unhappy again when I next see the twater over MSN though. Or, I might just send them a snooty E Mail!
but, Awww, my models! They are both on my shelf looking as pretty as anything! One was only a simple little modle, made of plastic which is supoed too light up when you pusha button. (But, mine doesn't and I am blaming the age) And, I love the expression on it! I really do, it reminds me a lot of "The Phalanx Covenant pt 2" When Amilea sp) Calls Sinister a Hot Shot! (I love that part) And, Sinister is all like Rar! ><
And, the other one, it makes me want too drool! A lot, it's clothing is made of real fabric. And, the cape is REAL ribbons! It's just so perfect. And, the face on that one, wow! It's just heavenly! He doesn't like too stand up though, so I may have to dangle his feet over the shelf. They are currently standing above my PC!
(I really should take a picture.. Wait a minue..)
(I am s proud of you!)
Hopefully the picture turns out alright. Me thinks its a bit of an overkill taking such a cheesy snap-shot with my Canon Eos!!
And, there is Ash (evil dead) and Chatterer Beast (Hellraiser) in the background, as well as various girly objects! Hmmm, Lavender Candles. If, I leave them there long enough, I'll find out Mr. Sinisters views on Lavender..
Anyways, a huge thank you goes out too Stu for lending me the cash til I can afford these myself. *hug*
but, Awww, my models! They are both on my shelf looking as pretty as anything! One was only a simple little modle, made of plastic which is supoed too light up when you pusha button. (But, mine doesn't and I am blaming the age) And, I love the expression on it! I really do, it reminds me a lot of "The Phalanx Covenant pt 2" When Amilea sp) Calls Sinister a Hot Shot! (I love that part) And, Sinister is all like Rar! ><
And, the other one, it makes me want too drool! A lot, it's clothing is made of real fabric. And, the cape is REAL ribbons! It's just so perfect. And, the face on that one, wow! It's just heavenly! He doesn't like too stand up though, so I may have to dangle his feet over the shelf. They are currently standing above my PC!
(I really should take a picture.. Wait a minue..)
(I am s proud of you!)
Hopefully the picture turns out alright. Me thinks its a bit of an overkill taking such a cheesy snap-shot with my Canon Eos!!
And, there is Ash (evil dead) and Chatterer Beast (Hellraiser) in the background, as well as various girly objects! Hmmm, Lavender Candles. If, I leave them there long enough, I'll find out Mr. Sinisters views on Lavender..
Anyways, a huge thank you goes out too Stu for lending me the cash til I can afford these myself. *hug*
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Rant, Angst, Fume, Vent...
Ok, I know this is going to be the most crazy thing you have ever heard of, but I have had someone on the line (On MSN) saying that Sinister is their character, and that I stole him.
Now, normally things like this would blow right on over my head and, I'd laugh my arse off at them then go back about my daily business as if nothing happened. Which, I'll probably do in a few minutes anyway. Though, this person was someone I used too class as a friend. Now, seeing as I was out and getting drunk at the time and they had gone offline when I got back, I don't know if they we're joking, being serious, or being a full on fucking fuck wit!
I have never taken kindly to being called a thief! Never, and, for this person too say that I stole something off them, not Marvel, THEM! Is WAY beyond all comprehension that I have.
So, if the character belongs to Marvel, why are you upset?
Let me let you in on a secret! Whenever I draw, or have drawn/designed one of my characters in the past, someone has always sent me a note, e mailed me or something or other too aquse me of stealing my own character off of them. So, hearing this about something that NO ONE other than Marvel has a claim too, pisses me off ROYALLY!
Not only that, I posted in my TSU Journal that I feared coming out into the open about such things, cause I was scared that I would be haunted, attacked and annoyed by other raging fan girls/people. I guess my nightmare came true.
So, are you gonna stop?
Listen pal, there's only ONE way that your going to get me off the mental high (See below) that I am on! Despite being Angry, and Annoyed, I am still in a positive mood!
You, in the words of good olde Rob Zombie.
Your Never Gonna Stop Me!
In other news I was offered a job today at a photographical company as a photograph editor and spotter. I get too ink off duct marks on pictures! This may not sound much, but I am over JOYED to hear this.
How can you be super happy and Angry at the same time?
Cause you know that I can!!
Now, normally things like this would blow right on over my head and, I'd laugh my arse off at them then go back about my daily business as if nothing happened. Which, I'll probably do in a few minutes anyway. Though, this person was someone I used too class as a friend. Now, seeing as I was out and getting drunk at the time and they had gone offline when I got back, I don't know if they we're joking, being serious, or being a full on fucking fuck wit!
I have never taken kindly to being called a thief! Never, and, for this person too say that I stole something off them, not Marvel, THEM! Is WAY beyond all comprehension that I have.
So, if the character belongs to Marvel, why are you upset?
Let me let you in on a secret! Whenever I draw, or have drawn/designed one of my characters in the past, someone has always sent me a note, e mailed me or something or other too aquse me of stealing my own character off of them. So, hearing this about something that NO ONE other than Marvel has a claim too, pisses me off ROYALLY!
Not only that, I posted in my TSU Journal that I feared coming out into the open about such things, cause I was scared that I would be haunted, attacked and annoyed by other raging fan girls/people. I guess my nightmare came true.
So, are you gonna stop?
Listen pal, there's only ONE way that your going to get me off the mental high (See below) that I am on! Despite being Angry, and Annoyed, I am still in a positive mood!
You, in the words of good olde Rob Zombie.
Your Never Gonna Stop Me!
In other news I was offered a job today at a photographical company as a photograph editor and spotter. I get too ink off duct marks on pictures! This may not sound much, but I am over JOYED to hear this.
How can you be super happy and Angry at the same time?
Cause you know that I can!!
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