Well, you can. But it's not easy anymore.
Honestly, I am fed up of the life that the internet is providing. I have coe to realise that I hate the Anthro Art community, and much prefer life with The Sinister Urge instead. I'll stick to that, not bitchy teen's complaining that I stole someone ears. I'll ive that a pass thanks. So, right, I might be pursuaded to draw a few of my characters again. But thats it really.
I like drawing, or more aquratly doodling a bit of fan art here of there. I'd choose that over being complained at anyday.
Not done much too either projects I have undertaken sadly. I've had a busy weekend.
Mum took me too the coast yesterday. That was nice of ehr, a fun spent day out in the sunshine, eating sweets walking, looking around the shops and eating a pic-nic with chips. Just being silly.
Went into town today, to go to the museum. They have had a photography and historical exibition on for a while now. Then had dinner at Nan and Grandad's. That was nice too.
Not much else to say really.
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Friday, September 23, 2005
God Wrapped in Plastic
Just a really quick doodle.Not sure if it's even fit enough to be put on TSU, so It'll go here instead. Enjoy, or try too. I know its not much, but thats why it's a doodle after all.
Nothing else to report really. Only I have another tablet, and love it lots and lots.
Monday, September 19, 2005
Sunday, September 18, 2005
So far away from me
Thankfully my cold is going away. I have a bit more of a voice today, but am off work again. Which I am annoyed about, cause it was my last day in which too work with Suzanna. :(
Been Rping most of the day again, well when my RP parner is about anyway. His internet connection stinks!
Might be going out too dinner in a little while with Dad.
Not heard from Ash all weekend, I'm assuming cause she is busy working and the likes.
Been Rping most of the day again, well when my RP parner is about anyway. His internet connection stinks!
Might be going out too dinner in a little while with Dad.
Not heard from Ash all weekend, I'm assuming cause she is busy working and the likes.
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Run into the ground
I've been working pretty much non-stop all week, and today, I finally collapsed. Not in the literal sence, but I have a really bad cold and a really sore throat as well. And my voice failed me too. So, I called in sick. Well, Stu did for me cause my phone wouldn't connect, or they wouldn't pick up or something. And, they aqused Stu of lying about it! What a load of jerks! Pfft, dickwads! Really they are, all of them at that place. Well, thats a lie. They arn't all dickwads. I love the people I work with, but the managers make me want too scream.
Been Rping too the hilt of my gills recently. Nesti is a bit of bother about being owned and the likes. As much as I enjoy the RP, some of it fills me with dread! How can I compete with these people and the likes of their nature. I'll adapt and learn I supose. Til then, I'll enjoy it.
Been Rping too the hilt of my gills recently. Nesti is a bit of bother about being owned and the likes. As much as I enjoy the RP, some of it fills me with dread! How can I compete with these people and the likes of their nature. I'll adapt and learn I supose. Til then, I'll enjoy it.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Your personality is the /mysterious/ type. In other
words, you keep your past to yourself, so
you're hard to figure out. You like to be by
yourself, doing nothing in particular, but
merely wondering about your life, in your mind.
People might try to be your friend, but you
back away, shove them away. Your past was hard,
and you don't let people in to help you.
Depressed, lonely, and a little frightened are
some words to describe your feelings. Listen,
queen of the shadows, open up. You heard me,
make some friends, and tell them how you feel.
They'll make you feel amazing, of that I'm
sure. You've got amazing talents, and a side to
you that you've yet to explore!
What Kind of Person are You? [beautiful anime pics, and lengthy details, as usual!]
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
You shall not interfere...
I got a couple of my Mr. Sinister models in the post today, which really cheered me up after last night's ordeal! I get the feeling that i'll be unhappy again when I next see the twater over MSN though. Or, I might just send them a snooty E Mail!
but, Awww, my models! They are both on my shelf looking as pretty as anything! One was only a simple little modle, made of plastic which is supoed too light up when you pusha button. (But, mine doesn't and I am blaming the age) And, I love the expression on it! I really do, it reminds me a lot of "The Phalanx Covenant pt 2" When Amilea sp) Calls Sinister a Hot Shot! (I love that part) And, Sinister is all like Rar! ><
And, the other one, it makes me want too drool! A lot, it's clothing is made of real fabric. And, the cape is REAL ribbons! It's just so perfect. And, the face on that one, wow! It's just heavenly! He doesn't like too stand up though, so I may have to dangle his feet over the shelf. They are currently standing above my PC!
(I really should take a picture.. Wait a minue..)
(I am s proud of you!)
Hopefully the picture turns out alright. Me thinks its a bit of an overkill taking such a cheesy snap-shot with my Canon Eos!!
And, there is Ash (evil dead) and Chatterer Beast (Hellraiser) in the background, as well as various girly objects! Hmmm, Lavender Candles. If, I leave them there long enough, I'll find out Mr. Sinisters views on Lavender..
Anyways, a huge thank you goes out too Stu for lending me the cash til I can afford these myself. *hug*
but, Awww, my models! They are both on my shelf looking as pretty as anything! One was only a simple little modle, made of plastic which is supoed too light up when you pusha button. (But, mine doesn't and I am blaming the age) And, I love the expression on it! I really do, it reminds me a lot of "The Phalanx Covenant pt 2" When Amilea sp) Calls Sinister a Hot Shot! (I love that part) And, Sinister is all like Rar! ><
And, the other one, it makes me want too drool! A lot, it's clothing is made of real fabric. And, the cape is REAL ribbons! It's just so perfect. And, the face on that one, wow! It's just heavenly! He doesn't like too stand up though, so I may have to dangle his feet over the shelf. They are currently standing above my PC!
(I really should take a picture.. Wait a minue..)
(I am s proud of you!)
Hopefully the picture turns out alright. Me thinks its a bit of an overkill taking such a cheesy snap-shot with my Canon Eos!!
And, there is Ash (evil dead) and Chatterer Beast (Hellraiser) in the background, as well as various girly objects! Hmmm, Lavender Candles. If, I leave them there long enough, I'll find out Mr. Sinisters views on Lavender..
Anyways, a huge thank you goes out too Stu for lending me the cash til I can afford these myself. *hug*
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Rant, Angst, Fume, Vent...
Ok, I know this is going to be the most crazy thing you have ever heard of, but I have had someone on the line (On MSN) saying that Sinister is their character, and that I stole him.
Now, normally things like this would blow right on over my head and, I'd laugh my arse off at them then go back about my daily business as if nothing happened. Which, I'll probably do in a few minutes anyway. Though, this person was someone I used too class as a friend. Now, seeing as I was out and getting drunk at the time and they had gone offline when I got back, I don't know if they we're joking, being serious, or being a full on fucking fuck wit!
I have never taken kindly to being called a thief! Never, and, for this person too say that I stole something off them, not Marvel, THEM! Is WAY beyond all comprehension that I have.
So, if the character belongs to Marvel, why are you upset?
Let me let you in on a secret! Whenever I draw, or have drawn/designed one of my characters in the past, someone has always sent me a note, e mailed me or something or other too aquse me of stealing my own character off of them. So, hearing this about something that NO ONE other than Marvel has a claim too, pisses me off ROYALLY!
Not only that, I posted in my TSU Journal that I feared coming out into the open about such things, cause I was scared that I would be haunted, attacked and annoyed by other raging fan girls/people. I guess my nightmare came true.
So, are you gonna stop?
Listen pal, there's only ONE way that your going to get me off the mental high (See below) that I am on! Despite being Angry, and Annoyed, I am still in a positive mood!
You, in the words of good olde Rob Zombie.
Your Never Gonna Stop Me!
In other news I was offered a job today at a photographical company as a photograph editor and spotter. I get too ink off duct marks on pictures! This may not sound much, but I am over JOYED to hear this.
How can you be super happy and Angry at the same time?
Cause you know that I can!!
Now, normally things like this would blow right on over my head and, I'd laugh my arse off at them then go back about my daily business as if nothing happened. Which, I'll probably do in a few minutes anyway. Though, this person was someone I used too class as a friend. Now, seeing as I was out and getting drunk at the time and they had gone offline when I got back, I don't know if they we're joking, being serious, or being a full on fucking fuck wit!
I have never taken kindly to being called a thief! Never, and, for this person too say that I stole something off them, not Marvel, THEM! Is WAY beyond all comprehension that I have.
So, if the character belongs to Marvel, why are you upset?
Let me let you in on a secret! Whenever I draw, or have drawn/designed one of my characters in the past, someone has always sent me a note, e mailed me or something or other too aquse me of stealing my own character off of them. So, hearing this about something that NO ONE other than Marvel has a claim too, pisses me off ROYALLY!
Not only that, I posted in my TSU Journal that I feared coming out into the open about such things, cause I was scared that I would be haunted, attacked and annoyed by other raging fan girls/people. I guess my nightmare came true.
So, are you gonna stop?
Listen pal, there's only ONE way that your going to get me off the mental high (See below) that I am on! Despite being Angry, and Annoyed, I am still in a positive mood!
You, in the words of good olde Rob Zombie.
Your Never Gonna Stop Me!
In other news I was offered a job today at a photographical company as a photograph editor and spotter. I get too ink off duct marks on pictures! This may not sound much, but I am over JOYED to hear this.
How can you be super happy and Angry at the same time?
Cause you know that I can!!
Thursday, September 01, 2005
So, what going on in that little head of yours?
What is going on indeed?
These past couple of days I have been thinking that I should actaully be doing something with myself, not just applying for a job in another pie shop, or as a supervisor in the place I am working now. I need to explan my knowledge further, and I feel the desire too better myself beyond all things that people would have believed possible of me. I want too take every little detail of study that one step further than anyone would have dreams me capable of.
I just, want too go back into learning again. I know I have my evening course in photographyy coming up again soon, but at the moment, I see that only as a study.
I want too go beyond that even.
Yet, I don't know what to do with myself, it's rather confusing. Forensics was suggested too me, which I think I would find fulfilling. But, what do you need to get into it, degree's? University? Is that really the path that I should go down. Could I really do the more demanding work that Crime Scene Investigation offers?
Only one way to find out!
I have been writing. In reguards to Project 1208, I am guessing it was a bad time to hang up my pencil for the pen. I will have too see what happens.
So, concider my DevArt account, either retired, or on hold.
What else is there too put here? Been keeping myself very much too myself over the past couple of days, being rather quiet. I've just not wanted too be around anyone else. I fear that people will be able too read what I am thinking from my head directly, like I have some deathy secret inside that I can't let anyone find out. But, this isn't true. I have never feared anyone finding out anything about me, at all. So, why the distance like I don't want people around me too know? I don't know.
Things, have been confusing, so so confusing.
I don't know how long this feeling of wanting to hide will last. I'll ride t out til the end though, whenever that is.
Choke Yourself
These past couple of days I have been thinking that I should actaully be doing something with myself, not just applying for a job in another pie shop, or as a supervisor in the place I am working now. I need to explan my knowledge further, and I feel the desire too better myself beyond all things that people would have believed possible of me. I want too take every little detail of study that one step further than anyone would have dreams me capable of.
I just, want too go back into learning again. I know I have my evening course in photographyy coming up again soon, but at the moment, I see that only as a study.
I want too go beyond that even.
Yet, I don't know what to do with myself, it's rather confusing. Forensics was suggested too me, which I think I would find fulfilling. But, what do you need to get into it, degree's? University? Is that really the path that I should go down. Could I really do the more demanding work that Crime Scene Investigation offers?
Only one way to find out!
I have been writing. In reguards to Project 1208, I am guessing it was a bad time to hang up my pencil for the pen. I will have too see what happens.
So, concider my DevArt account, either retired, or on hold.
What else is there too put here? Been keeping myself very much too myself over the past couple of days, being rather quiet. I've just not wanted too be around anyone else. I fear that people will be able too read what I am thinking from my head directly, like I have some deathy secret inside that I can't let anyone find out. But, this isn't true. I have never feared anyone finding out anything about me, at all. So, why the distance like I don't want people around me too know? I don't know.
Things, have been confusing, so so confusing.
I don't know how long this feeling of wanting to hide will last. I'll ride t out til the end though, whenever that is.
Choke Yourself
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